I've been job searching for nearly four months now. I continue to get interviews nearly every week, but I cannot land a job. I'm starting to feel like I'm just not good enough. I'm also feeling the pressure from my families. I've had anxiety & depression for years, but I feel like I'm getting too close to the edge. Tomorrow I find out whether I get this one job or not. I'm so scared of not getting it that I almost don't even want to live another day. I tried to consult with my boyfriend of 4 years about my latest stress/anxiety but he says it's too much for him. He told me to just get over it. I feel so lonely.