Basically I have a paper due on wenesday for this class, but I am too depressed to even get strated on it. I had friday, saturday, and sunday off and I did no work, I could barley get out of bed let alone take a shower. It just seems so pointless, I am probably going to fail anyway I am not that bright to begin with. All my free time has been spent eating and calling suicide prevention hotlines, I see no way to get motivated, I am probably going to fail this paper, flunk out, and end up killing myself because I have no options in life.