did your doc suggest any alternative anti-psychotic.... for instance, i'm on seizure medication, and for about 20 yrs i was on depakote for them... #1 you aren't supposed to take depakote that long and #2 they can cause severe probs with the kidney and liver, eventually i was taken off them b/c they seemed to be less effective than they started out, but also b/c they were getting very concerned depakote would damage my internal organs because i'd been on it so long.. they gave me zonisamide (zonegran) and lamictal.... which also carry risks of possible trauma to the internal organs but because it is slightly different, they are not as concerned of the potential build up as they were with depakote.... they still keep an eye on it through blood work, but they just basically switched it out. maybe there is an anti-psychotic that would be acceptable to your docs and help you out too.. if u are seeing these things while you are awake, then you do need something to calm psychosis...