Mal
We just talked in chat. I know that you feel like life is worth it and that people stomp on you so much, I know there is nothing I can do to make you stop feeling that way, other than offering to you that I do care what happens to you very much. You don't deserve what you are going through and most of all you don't deserve people treating you badly. You are a sweetheart and you deserve all the love in the world even if you don't see it.
I'm so sorry we couldn't talk more adn that you had to leave, I want you to understand that so many people here care and if that's your crutch to get you through this time then so be it. I'm more than willing to have you lean on me even if you think that you dn't deserve it and Im sure so many other people here would say the same thing about caring about you. Please stay strong hun, after the darkness there is always light...I promise.
oodles of :hug: to you
Kel