life can deal a varied pack of cards to us all but some of us seem to get the whole deck thrown in one go.
Just needing to sound of a bit really im cross today cross at having not been given the chance to do what i had intended, Not with family for finding me but with myself for staying there so they did, that had not been my intention but the meds took over the decision making.
im having to look at their faces every day with the why? question clearly written on them dont you love us enough??
Of course i love them i have raised them and adored them all of their lives but they cant understand that can be if im still wanting to leave.
For all those feeling this way i totally understand but i also know we have to try to stay if we can
Just needing to sound of a bit really im cross today cross at having not been given the chance to do what i had intended, Not with family for finding me but with myself for staying there so they did, that had not been my intention but the meds took over the decision making.
im having to look at their faces every day with the why? question clearly written on them dont you love us enough??
Of course i love them i have raised them and adored them all of their lives but they cant understand that can be if im still wanting to leave.
For all those feeling this way i totally understand but i also know we have to try to stay if we can