There is a war going on inside my head, besides drug addiction, i have a problem with self image. It's been a few years since i purged, i would never binge but i did purge everything i would eat. My the reason for this thread is that i am starting to freak out again, I am getting obsessed again, and its taking all my effort to not go and purge right now. The only thing stopping me is that i have a hard time throwing up, so it takes some effort, but i'm ready to say fuck it. FUCK!!