Hi I belong to another community that has an eating disorder area. One of the sub catagories of the eating disorder area of the forums is called Compulsive eating disorder. While I have both sides of the ED coin, the greatest pain is the compulsive eating part of it. So perhaps there are people who also struggle with this. For me it is very painful. I wake up to it. And it is with me until I fall asleep at night. Perhaps other people would find it helpful to post about their issues with compulsive eating. I do everything in my power to keep the eating in check. But believe me when I say that keeping it in check is painful, exhausting and all consuming.