Deeply

[Milkjuggles]

Feeling deeply depressed and triggered. ..Not my usual "baseline" lifelong depression. I feel more hollow, emptier, and more hopeless.

The weather is triggering me. Life blooming and flourishing, and replenishing. The sun is shining. Many people are thriving..and I'm rotting and spoiling inside.

Read that after we all pass that our DNA, molecular, and chemical structures live on and are scattered throughout the Earth and absorbed by everything. This is the case while existing too. We're all one.

I wonder where my tears end up..I cry an awfully lot..I'm sorry to those whom absorbed more of me.

 

[Lane]

Thanks for sharing how youre doing @Milkjuggles. Your post resonates with me. There was a time when I hated Spring. All the newness and opportunity for new projects, in which I felt just the opposite, like a shroud of Grey was covering me.

 

[BlackSheep 007]

I guess spring is not your time this year, right? Africa is better - no such thing there. You have the rainy season, the cooler-dusty and the hot season. But no heating all year round. Smile a little, ok? Old man's tip!!

 

[may71]

The weather is triggering me

A lot of people feel worse during a particular season. It seems like Winter and Spring are the most common ones to feel bad in.

I cry an awfully lot

I'm sorry things are so bad.

Sending hugs if you would like hugs

 

[KM76710]

I can understand it and wish you felt better. I have always been quite detached from things and people around me all my life so the emptiness is the same.