I am suffering from psychosis where I'm having delusions from obsessing over a couple at my group therapy program. I keep thinking about them day and night. I can't get any relief and I'm consumed with thoughts about them. I want to get some relief from this mental torture but I think the only way out is to overdose and be unconscious or even kill myself so I won't think about them anymore. I feel so alone, embarrassed and guilty for having such thoughts about them. It is not normal and I don't know what to do anymore. Can anyone relate or have suggestions? I'm getting quite desperate.