All week, I've watched people, especially at work be social. Socializing is something I struggle with and even when I try to do so, I suck at it. It seems so natural for other people that i see. But what has gotten me writing this topic right now is that I'm reminded of a rejection I experienced from a girl a few years ago. I've talked about it on here every now and again, but for whatever reason, it still hurts after all this time. I understand that i wasn't good enough to be worth getting to know by her, but she said certain things that made me question myself as a man and a personin general. I know that sounds really dramatic but yeah, that's how much it still hurts. It's at a point where I don't even really know if I want to try to build towards a better social life. What's the point, when it seems I'm not good enough. Anyway, sorry for rambling like this. I wasn't sure where to put this. i was gonna put it in the crisis forum, but this isn't really a crisis....just an ongoing thing in relation to being depressed everyday.