I remember being on this site when I was 15, 9 years ago. And I'm STILL depressed. I would have never thought that. I feel more and more hopeless as I get older. At least back then I believed that things would get better someday, I believed in love, I believed that someday I would get married and be happy. But no life still sucks. Never in my life have I felt such hate towards people. The more I experience the more I realize people are liars and they will hurt you eventually. Will this misery and depression never end?? I feel like I've been through so much, I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY.