Re: Describe how your feeling with only one word.
i have this enternal/eternal pain, its like two or more people live in me, i can experience joy, i can love (too much), i have always been told i am "exceptionally perceptive, intelligent, attractive etc. sometimes i think "who are they talking about?" i don't know where else to go. i see a therapist (many years), on meds etc. i still have overwhelming thoughts and long bouts of self hate, depression, feelings of unworthiness, inadequacy. i have 3 sons 18,19,21. most of their lives i have been in/out of institutions. i can be there for others but never too long for me...inside me cries out FAILURE.....................................................................................