I've just been sat by my laptop crying my fucking heart out. I don't even know why anymore to tell you the truth. I feel like I can't carry on anymore, and I don't even want to try. What is that supposed to mean you know? How can you become so low that you don't see the point in getting better? I can't face leaving my room again and going to uni. I can't face seeing people, I just need a break. I don't know if its possible to take a break, but if it were I don't even know what I would do with it. I keep feeling so low and can't see a light at the end of the tunnel. I find it so hard to talk about my feelings, although I know it helps. This depression has been going on since the age of 14, i'm 20 now! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYLONGER, WHY THE FU*K DOESN'T THE PAIN AND THE SADDNESS GO AWAY??? Sorry, just ignore me.