i lied about rape. That sentence makes me feel sick and makes me wanna kill myself
Everything happened. He locked me up and he made me pee on him. He also forced sex. But I got angry while reporting it to the police and said he forced sex more times than he did. I guess I just thought no one could hear how bad it was for me and I didn’t wanna speak about being forced to pee on him so I spoke more about the forced sex. and he forced sex many times before this date too but i was only speaking about the days he locked me up and forced this stuff but they couldn’t hear how bad it was for me on those days. It wasn’t an intentional lie and he did force sex. But I over exaggerated about those days. Not like I’m justifying my sick behaviour. I still lied in some way which makes me feel sick.
I really hate myself and this is eating me up. I cant even carrying on with the report incase find out then I look like a sicko. I’m twice as sick as him. Now deserve to be dead
Everything happened. He locked me up and he made me pee on him. He also forced sex. But I got angry while reporting it to the police and said he forced sex more times than he did. I guess I just thought no one could hear how bad it was for me and I didn’t wanna speak about being forced to pee on him so I spoke more about the forced sex. and he forced sex many times before this date too but i was only speaking about the days he locked me up and forced this stuff but they couldn’t hear how bad it was for me on those days. It wasn’t an intentional lie and he did force sex. But I over exaggerated about those days. Not like I’m justifying my sick behaviour. I still lied in some way which makes me feel sick.
I really hate myself and this is eating me up. I cant even carrying on with the report incase find out then I look like a sicko. I’m twice as sick as him. Now deserve to be dead