I feel like a disaster
I recently saw Smile 2, apart from the horror, I felt very identified with the protagonist, she said and felt that she was damaged inside, she even has a song that talks about wanting a new brain
That hit me a lot, although it was fiction to feel understood (that's the importance of art) but well, returning to the topic, it's so difficult to live, I don't know how people do it.
Last year was full of different experiences and it was fun, I felt like being a teenager again, but this year I feel like I have gone back to my hiding place, I am unhappy, I have no friends and it is difficult to maintain relationships, even fear overwhelms me and tells me to stay alone, so I won't bore people no
I continue studying online but sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore, because of the stress I've had a horrible cold for about 3 weeks and a cough that doesn't let me sleep, why can't my body be calm? And that's online!!! I suck, then I think about quitting but what are my parents going to think about me? I have already disappointed them a lot, I feel that this makes them feel a little proud or less disappointed in me and if I fail, it will be bad for them, they will know that I have no salvation, because I really don't.
I am lost and full of sadness and fear, I feel that I do not belong to this world, in the end it is true that no one is going to come to save you, that you have to save yourself, but I don't know if I want to save myself
I recently saw Smile 2, apart from the horror, I felt very identified with the protagonist, she said and felt that she was damaged inside, she even has a song that talks about wanting a new brain
That hit me a lot, although it was fiction to feel understood (that's the importance of art) but well, returning to the topic, it's so difficult to live, I don't know how people do it.
Last year was full of different experiences and it was fun, I felt like being a teenager again, but this year I feel like I have gone back to my hiding place, I am unhappy, I have no friends and it is difficult to maintain relationships, even fear overwhelms me and tells me to stay alone, so I won't bore people no
I continue studying online but sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore, because of the stress I've had a horrible cold for about 3 weeks and a cough that doesn't let me sleep, why can't my body be calm? And that's online!!! I suck, then I think about quitting but what are my parents going to think about me? I have already disappointed them a lot, I feel that this makes them feel a little proud or less disappointed in me and if I fail, it will be bad for them, they will know that I have no salvation, because I really don't.
I am lost and full of sadness and fear, I feel that I do not belong to this world, in the end it is true that no one is going to come to save you, that you have to save yourself, but I don't know if I want to save myself
