i cant do this. had megga fight with my mother. all she cares about is herself and her own life. everything i do is wrong. im never going to be good enough for her. ive tried my very best to please her. im sick of saying im ok, when im not. im clearly not. why hasnt she noticed. im screaming but no sound is coming out. im sick of keeping these sectrets inside me, eating away at me day and night. i cant do this shit no more. i can feel myself slipping down the path to insanity. ive had enough and i want to be free from all the pain. i am done with this shit. im loosing a battle i was never going to win.