This doesn't belong anywhere....
I just pretend to myself that I think it...
Mercy? or Suffering?
Should I continue to torture myself?
Should I give myself mercy...
Mercy is not a bad thing...
Mercy is the end.
Anyway I'm just a looser bitching about how looser I am... fuck me... don't respond... REALLLY DON'T PLEASE DON'T
I'm always like this...
after a drink...
and then it starts to wear off...
and I remember what its like to hate myself again...
Don't even get drunk... and it just makes me sad...
to be who I am...
No one cares...
I'm just there...
useful to some...
but an object to all.
I just pretend to myself that I think it...
Mercy? or Suffering?
Should I continue to torture myself?
Should I give myself mercy...
Mercy is not a bad thing...
Mercy is the end.
Anyway I'm just a looser bitching about how looser I am... fuck me... don't respond... REALLLY DON'T PLEASE DON'T
I'm always like this...
after a drink...
and then it starts to wear off...
and I remember what its like to hate myself again...
Don't even get drunk... and it just makes me sad...
to be who I am...
No one cares...
I'm just there...
useful to some...
but an object to all.