Last couple of days I've been unable to stop crying. I barely hold the tears back while at work. But even then I still felt the constant urge to just sit and cry- made myself not be in a room alone knowing that if I did that I would just break down crying, so even going to the bathroom was out. The entire drive home I cried. I woke up this morning feeling hung over- even though I didn't drink, but I thought crying was over. But now I'm crying again. I can't stop it! I can't afford doctors or meds right now. I wanted to, was ready to call and get an appointment but now I found out the insurance work promised us isn't working. No one is covered until Feburary. I keep trying to tell myself to wait until then then you can ask for help. But I don't know if I can stand this constant urge to cry. I like feeling numb better, at least then I didn't cry. Sorry for bugging you all with this. :/ I know it's stupid, there's nothing that can help until Feburary. I just had to get it out of me.