it hurts to breath and I don't want to. I don't see how to keep going. I just want to see your smile hear your voice. I just don't know anymore. I know you would want me to keep going but I don't know how right now, I never dreamed that I would be in this situation, I don't want to be without you anymore I needed you. I wish you could come back to me. I know time heals all wounds but I don't think that this one will get easier and don't know if I know how to wait for it to. I am sad all the time my heart is heavy. I catch the tears falling down and struggle to stop them. I don't know I just want to be with you feel your embrace.
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don't know how to continue w/o you
- Thread starter Bbear82
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Diaries are in the "rants, musings and ideas" section (odd placement, I agree)
Public diaries: https://www.suicideforum.com/community/forums/members-diary.8/
Private diaries (which are technically accessible by staff because we can access the entire site but typically never are): https://www.suicideforum.com/community/forums/members-private-diary.9/
Public diaries: https://www.suicideforum.com/community/forums/members-diary.8/
Private diaries (which are technically accessible by staff because we can access the entire site but typically never are): https://www.suicideforum.com/community/forums/members-private-diary.9/
As for the grief thing - I hope that didn't come off wrong. Re-reading it I realize it sounded a little harsh or dickish like a throwaway "go get some grief counseling" but it wasn't intended as such. I was only thinking that since you are already attending therapy, I was wondering if you'd had a chance to work on that at all. (Sorry if it came off weird 
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