At home in bed at 7 pm on a Friday. Why? I'm not really sure. I could go out and hang with friends, but I choose to close my shades and lay here in the dark, with my mind racing, and feeling anxious. I don't want to hang out and bring my depressed mood. I'm not sure what to do I feel like I'm headed towards getting sick. I don't want that, I've tried calling friends but no one is answering. So I guess I'll take my meds and fall asleep. Who cares anyway.