Dying

[LostGirl22]

I've tried to <Mod Edit - Methods> and nothing has worked. It's a sick game of guess and check I believe and I'm tired of playing the game. Lately I've been dealing with headaches and stomach aches and light headedness. Maybe they're side effects from trying to <Mod Edit - Methods> too much. Maybe my body is finally giving up. Maybe I'm really dying, but slowly. It's sick but I hope that the next time I try again it'll eventually work.

 

[DrownedFishOnFire]

Its not the answer. Suicide. Is. Not. The. Answer. What you can do now is try to get back up and keep living.

Am feeling your pain through the post. Is there someone you can talk to about this in real life to figure out why you are feeling this way?

You are important. And you are not replaceable.

Hugs

 

[1964dodge]

suicide sounds like a very good and easy solution. I have thought of it often myself and even got close a few times. the thing is suicide is not easy and doesn't solve anything. anyone that loves you will have a wound that will never heal. as well as the fact that most attempts fail and can leave you a lot worse off. we have to keep fighting to get better, it's hard work but well worth the effort. try talking with your doctor/therapist or maybe meds will help. also talk with any friends/family that you can trust as well as stay on SF we are listening and do care. never fight suicide alone...mike...

 

[LostGirl22]

Its not the answer. Suicide. Is. Not. The. Answer. What you can do now is try to get back up and keep living.

Am feeling your pain through the post. Is there someone you can talk to about this in real life to figure out why you are feeling this way?

You are important. And you are not replaceable.

Hugs

I can't talk to anyone right now in real life. The only one I can talk to are the SF members and my therapist about these things. Thank you.

 

[LostGirl22]

suicide sounds like a very good and easy solution. I have thought of it often myself and even got close a few times. the thing is suicide is not easy and doesn't solve anything. anyone that loves you will have a wound that will never heal. as well as the fact that most attempts fail and can leave you a lot worse off. we have to keep fighting to get better, it's hard work but well worth the effort. try talking with your doctor/therapist or maybe meds will help. also talk with any friends/family that you can trust as well as stay on SF we are listening and do care. never fight suicide alone...mike...

I lost a friend two years ago to suicide and I told myself I'd never do it because it broke everyone around me. I also wouldn't want to disappoint her. But things have been really difficult and there is honestly no point of going on. Everyday I feel like a zombie. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to do, just doing what everyone else does.

 

[1964dodge]

I can't talk to anyone right now in real life. The only one I can talk to are the SF members and my therapist about these things. Thank you.

well you will always have people in SF that care, so keep talking to us, we are listening and we do care....mike...

 

[1964dodge]

I lost a friend two years ago to suicide and I told myself I'd never do it because it broke everyone around me. I also wouldn't want to disappoint her. But things have been really difficult and there is honestly no point of going on. Everyday I feel like a zombie. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to do, just doing what everyone else does.

you have to rebuild your life. SF and your therapist can help you along your journey but you have to do the work. things can get better usually a little at a time. set some goals that can bring you joy and really try to make them happen. deal with your issues and they can improve a little at a time also. if you do go you will miss out on the joy in your future, and it doesn't look like it now but you can have joy again. it is ok to falter we all do just don't fail, the only way you can fail is if you give up. it's all up to you, we are holding our hand out will you take it or just quit. I hope you take our hand and really try to get better...mike...