Throughout my life I have always had ways I would temporarily escape my depression. Typically it would be videogames. I have also had phases of devoting my time to other things. Lately though it seems I cannot focus on anything else. No matter what I try I just cannot seem to block any form of my depression anymore. It has taken over my everyday life. In the past I could easily just hide it at work or out in public but now it seems I can't.