I believe that I am realizing some bothersome truths. Lots of info but important to understand my self-inflicted wounds 😡
Extremism
I like organization and I have learned to adapt and adjust somewhat to others unorganized ways.
Fridge
Drinks top shelf, leftovers bottom shelf, condiments door shelf, etc
Pantry
Breakfast items shelf, Dinner items shelf, Canned goods shelf, snack items shelf
Ok so this didn’t pan out so I instead had all of my items on MY shelf and all other shelves not my items. Tell me why is my shelf now just as unorganized 🤬 I think this is why I don’t have an appetite because now I have to sift through items to find what I want. There’s the anxiety and annoyance of that situation.
Obligation
Started adulting in my teens for lack of parenting. Trial and error life lessons. I research and learn how to handle life - car/home buying, auto/home/life/health insurance, legal matters, community programs, financial matters, etc.
I am okay with helping and sharing knowledge. What I abhor is doing all the footwork then the recipient not doing the follow up. Example: complete paperwork, make phone calls to get essential contact info. Email all documents with step by step instructions. Then to have the recipient not even review the damn email. Saying well I don’t even know who I am supposed to call. Like really, did you even open the effing email with all the effing information. 🙄
HIATUS
I want to not communicate with my loved ones for maybe a week. Like handle your own matters and leave me out of it. Don’t call. Don’t text.
I don’t even have time to wallow in my own misery because they keep needing me for Sugar 🍬Honey 🍯 Ice 🧊 Tea ☕️
I’m exhaling 😮💨 10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1
Extremism
I like organization and I have learned to adapt and adjust somewhat to others unorganized ways.
Fridge
Drinks top shelf, leftovers bottom shelf, condiments door shelf, etc
Pantry
Breakfast items shelf, Dinner items shelf, Canned goods shelf, snack items shelf
Ok so this didn’t pan out so I instead had all of my items on MY shelf and all other shelves not my items. Tell me why is my shelf now just as unorganized 🤬 I think this is why I don’t have an appetite because now I have to sift through items to find what I want. There’s the anxiety and annoyance of that situation.
Obligation
Started adulting in my teens for lack of parenting. Trial and error life lessons. I research and learn how to handle life - car/home buying, auto/home/life/health insurance, legal matters, community programs, financial matters, etc.
I am okay with helping and sharing knowledge. What I abhor is doing all the footwork then the recipient not doing the follow up. Example: complete paperwork, make phone calls to get essential contact info. Email all documents with step by step instructions. Then to have the recipient not even review the damn email. Saying well I don’t even know who I am supposed to call. Like really, did you even open the effing email with all the effing information. 🙄
HIATUS
I want to not communicate with my loved ones for maybe a week. Like handle your own matters and leave me out of it. Don’t call. Don’t text.
I don’t even have time to wallow in my own misery because they keep needing me for Sugar 🍬Honey 🍯 Ice 🧊 Tea ☕️
I’m exhaling 😮💨 10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1
