FUCK YOU!! I called you fucking emergency!! I'm so fucking WEIRD and been so many FUCKING TIMES and SHIT!! EVERY FUCKING GOD DAMN TIME YOU GET THERE JUST AS ITS COMING DOWN!!
EVERYTHING in my GOD DAMN LIFE comes and goes..
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!???
2 Nights ago my legs started turning dark and then my hands, and face a bit. And I had JOLTS of pain in my ENTIRE GOD DAMN FUCKING BODY!! My heart raced like SHIT and I was shaking EVERYWHERE!! And I HATE the GOD DAMN HOSPITAL and all the FUCKING PEOPLE there because I've had so many GOD DAMN ATTEMPTS and EVERY FUCKING TIME I have problems they come and go.
THEY DIDN'T TAKE ME!!!
YOU CALL ME A FUCKING LIER!!!
THEY FUCKING SAID I DIDN'T HAVE PTSD AND TOLD ME I WAS A LIER!
YOU TOLD MY DAD I WAS A LIER!!
YOU SHIP ME OFF SOON AS I COME IN!!
LAUGH BEHIND MY BACK!!!
I HATE YOU!!
I'M NOT FUCKING LYING!!
I wonder if one day I come in and DIE ON YOUR TABLE if you would be HAPPY!!! Though I won't make that happen. I only wonder...
Can't be fucking dealing with this right now!! And I feel so terrible my gf had to hear it and the ppl in chat room worrying.. GOD! I'm just a fuck up.. :cry:
EVERYTHING in my GOD DAMN LIFE comes and goes..
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!???
2 Nights ago my legs started turning dark and then my hands, and face a bit. And I had JOLTS of pain in my ENTIRE GOD DAMN FUCKING BODY!! My heart raced like SHIT and I was shaking EVERYWHERE!! And I HATE the GOD DAMN HOSPITAL and all the FUCKING PEOPLE there because I've had so many GOD DAMN ATTEMPTS and EVERY FUCKING TIME I have problems they come and go.
THEY DIDN'T TAKE ME!!!
YOU CALL ME A FUCKING LIER!!!
THEY FUCKING SAID I DIDN'T HAVE PTSD AND TOLD ME I WAS A LIER!
YOU TOLD MY DAD I WAS A LIER!!
YOU SHIP ME OFF SOON AS I COME IN!!
LAUGH BEHIND MY BACK!!!
I HATE YOU!!
I'M NOT FUCKING LYING!!
I wonder if one day I come in and DIE ON YOUR TABLE if you would be HAPPY!!! Though I won't make that happen. I only wonder...
Can't be fucking dealing with this right now!! And I feel so terrible my gf had to hear it and the ppl in chat room worrying.. GOD! I'm just a fuck up.. :cry: