Just finished a Nightshift and feeling very depressed, I failed in trying to arrange a Christmas night out. 30 people said yeah they will go and only 5 paid. I failed and now look stupid. Tonight people were arranging a night out and there is people going who said they can't go to the one I arranged because they can't afford it, am I hated that much? I was stressed arranging it and it was thrown back in my face. Why do people hate me? What have I done to them!