Falling again

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by CrimsonTears, Jun 12, 2007.

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  1. CrimsonTears

    CrimsonTears Member

    Sorry to post...I posted before...but it got lost...been too scared to do so again until now

    My eating has gone down hill again...I've been binging and purging...and I hate it...I hate how it makes me feel...I hate the control it has on me

    Today...I've eaten next to nothing...I had a twister ice lolly...a icey drink and a small glass of orange juice...feel so fill and sick its horrible...had the stuff because I felt close to fainting...I've managed to lie my way out of dinner...and am planning to do the same tomorrow...in a twisted way I'm pleased I've had nothing

    I know it isn't 'healthy' but I know that I need to lose weight...and this way works...it seems to be the only way that works for me...for once I followed all their rules

    Sorry for posting...just well I don't know what...I just feel really weak and stuff...sorry
     
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  2. Porcelain

    Porcelain Well-Known Member

    I'm similar to you. I've had 80cals in the past 30 hours.
     
  3. CrimsonTears

    CrimsonTears Member

    HUG...sorry hun
     
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