Why would family that have been indifferent to me for years even be bothered if i was gone? Im not sure they outright hate me, but they go a couple of years without talking, and its usually initiated by them wanting money. I have no friends, not even one. My "boyfriend" is a sadist and cant stand me most of the time. Theres no money to cremate me, so I'm cool if they donate me to the mortuary school or burn me with the trash. Makes no difference.