I have absolutly no say as to what happens in my life. Everyone but me seems to have imput in my life while I am unable to do anything about it. Nothing I do or say seems to matter to anyone and I remain stuck living by the whims of others. There seems to be no end in sight, my life is complety out of my control and there is no way to change that. It is like I am not even alive, rather just a pawn used for others and I really don't want to go through this anymore.