first time telling this to someone

[faf3]

i remember being a child don't remember my age when i was first did it but i remember my sister and i together naked doing things and drinking my mother and stepfather beer that was left on the ground and after that my sister threatened me for months about telling what i did but i was young so i didn't know that it wasn´t my fault i just felted ashamed.
it happened 2 other times too but with my cousin and i didnt felt guilty anymore because of last time. it felt normal to me i got used to it
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[faf3]

i know that seeing adults doing sex is a SA type of thing too so yeah happened and my stepfather used to look my sister baths and told my grandmother about it, my mom got divorced bc he stabbed my uncle in the stomach in a family party and he was really abusive like breaking mirrors screaming all the time but i really loved him idk why, maybe because he was there for me when nobody was

 

[JDot]

Welcome to SF. I'm sorry this happened to you. We're here for you.

 

[MAC0]

Hi welcome to the forum sorry to read what has happened in your life we're here to help you

 

[littlestarsmum]

Welcome to SF, friend. Nice to meet you.
I’m sorry to hear what you’ve been through. You have taken a bold step to share here. Please know that this is a great place, and we’re all here to listen and support you. Stay strong, friend.