So, I found a cure for.my depression. I have been diagnosed with severe depression 14 years ago. I am going to turn 24 in a month. I have stopped my meds in 2007 and now I am back on meds after an unrelated visit to the er. Anyways, I know I do not fit in with anything, anyone, any career, etc. I just don't belong. I have people that I know are friends, but that does not stop me from knowing I do not belong. The human body is literally a shell that limits who we really are. When I completed my suicide note I realized that my friends relieved me of my worries for a while, but they did not stop the pain. They were like temporary pain. Killers for a forever pain. Well my cure is found. I feel I am prepared now to relieve my pain for good. I have my notes ready and a way to relieve myself of this body and my life will continue on in a painless world. So what am I waiting for, do I wait for something to not happen or cure my condition?