Free will

[July_09]

I don't like the freedom God gave. I would have preferred to be trapped and unconscious instead of having to suffer for the simply fact of having a human body I never asked for. I'm already trapped in this mess. I hate what I'm made of and what I'm forced to feel, I hate what I have to go through just because other people had the freedom to do whatever they want. I didn't consent to have been born

 

[CandleLight]

This has been bothering me too. I feel so trapped. I wish I had something more helpful to say.

 

[Jezah81]

Whilst this won't answer your questions directly, it is in the same vein. Check out this thread i started a while back to see what people have to say about these sorts of ideas.
https://www.suicideforum.com/community/threads/prevention-is-better-than-cure.180934/

 

[Inastorm]

Sorry its like this for you @July_09

I see you have a profile picture of Kirt Cobain, are you a song writer at all? Or do you like his music?

 

[July_09]

Sorry its like this for you @July_09

I see you have a profile picture of Kirt Cobain, are you a song writer at all? Or do you like his music?

I like his music heh

 

[Inastorm]

I like his music heh

Thats good, Theres tons of music from that scene to discover. Hole, babes in toyland, pixies, stoned Jesus, kyuss, colour haze, early PJ Harvey, dessert sessions, sound garden and many more.