Its been almost two weeks since my wife and I had a huge argument. She called 911 and I got arrested. She has a restraining order against me and I can't go anywhere near her or my kids. So to save my self I went seeking help. First to a therapist that suggested I look up hypomania, my wife might have it. She suffers from hypothyroidism and low progesterone. She is taking meds for both, but she has gotten so bad lately. She does such impulsive things, spends money like crazy, snaps off at me or the kids. Others she works with have noticed the way she snaps and especially the way she yells at me. I also went to see a psychiatrist. He treats my son for ADHD. We went over my meds that my family dr had given me for panic attacks and anxiety. He adjusted the dosage, up to 200mg of zoloft once a day. Added colnazapam (sp?) 0.5mg twice a day to smooth out my anxiety issues. And if I have a really bad attack, take a 1mg xanax. So this past week I have been trying to adjust to the meds. The psychiatrist did not meet with my wife or treat her, but did say there was enough there to look deeper into. Such as a mood disorder or bi-polar. The single biggest issue is that she won't even consider she has anything wrong with her. It is all me. She seems to cycle like crazy, between being OK and almost psychotic when she in manic. I don't want to just walk away. I want to get help, for both of us and our two wonderful children. I just don't know how to get the help. Tonight I feel like I have reached the end of any hope. I'll just get cleaned out in a divorce, banned from seeing my kids and have to start all over. Right now life really sucks!