View attachment 129 I'm an ugly person. This is fact. I had a friendship with someone who used me to do sexual things on webcam with them. They lied to me about attractive they found me though, after telling me I was beautiful. I'd always told them if we ever met they'd most likely think I was ugly in person. They said I was wrong, but they were lying. They never found me attractive at all really. I'm an extremely ugly girl. And I mean extreme. I've been told that I'm ugly since I was nine years old. I have a massive nose, and disgusting teeth. I have an oddly squared shaped head with small, thin lips. And to top all this shit off I'm aging like fuck because of extremely poor sleep due to mental issues, so my face is sagging, making it look even more weirdly shaped. My hair has been falling out due to stress, I used to have long, thick pretty hair. Now it's thin, flat and my hairline is receding, making my forehead look even bigger. If I don't get cosmetic surgery to at least reduce the size of my nose, and have my teeth improved, I'm going to kill myself over the next few months. I'm 100% serious. I can't stand being ugly. I hate being an ugly person. I want to be beautiful. If I can't then I just don't see any point in being alive. I actually fucking hate beautiful people. I hate every single one of you. You have just no idea what it is like to be this miserable and be totally consumed by self-hatred every single day. Don't give me this fucking bullshit that "beauty comes from the inside" or whatever. I don't believe in that shit. Being a nice person does not change your physical appearance. And looks do matter, a lot. Hence why ugly people like me are constantly bullied about it. I can make myself look semi-decent with make up on, but that's it. I can't stand this. I can't even stand sitting here. I hate my face so much. Why couldn't I just be fucking pretty. I attached my photo for the curious people. <mod edit - images removed - against forum policy> Tl;dr I'm extremely ugly and want to die.