~sigh~
lately ive been feeling soo....bleh..
like i have nothing to llive for in a way...
ive been depressed since 6th grade and nothing ive tried has made me get over it...
i cant figure out why im so depressed either and it scares me,
i try to put on a face in front of my friends so they wont worry but they see right threw it :/.
at night i cry for nothing :'/....i find it strange...
i dont know what to do about my depression...
i want it to go away so i can be like a normal person but it wont leave....
ill smile and laugh for a good minute with friends but that empty sadness crawls back into me devowering me until i feel the depression take over once again...,
~sigh~
i dont know anymore :'/....
lately ive been feeling soo....bleh..
like i have nothing to llive for in a way...
ive been depressed since 6th grade and nothing ive tried has made me get over it...
i cant figure out why im so depressed either and it scares me,
i try to put on a face in front of my friends so they wont worry but they see right threw it :/.
at night i cry for nothing :'/....i find it strange...
i dont know what to do about my depression...
i want it to go away so i can be like a normal person but it wont leave....
ill smile and laugh for a good minute with friends but that empty sadness crawls back into me devowering me until i feel the depression take over once again...,
~sigh~
i dont know anymore :'/....