Every morning when I wake up my first thought is dread. Another day I have to face while my mind tells me I’m an idiot and not “enough”. I wasn’t enough for my ex-husband (he had a gf for 4 years). I’m not enough with my current boyfriend. I’m just never enough.
Men want to sleep with me- that’s the easy part. But commit to me? Nope. Friends, and I use that term very loosely, are so wrapped up in their own lives and never come over. My work is suffering. I’m alone ALL THE TIME!
Been dealing with depression since I was 14yo. I’m now 49. So over life. Why won’t God take me in the place of someone else- someone who wants to live? Being sad & lonely all the time is no way to live.
Men want to sleep with me- that’s the easy part. But commit to me? Nope. Friends, and I use that term very loosely, are so wrapped up in their own lives and never come over. My work is suffering. I’m alone ALL THE TIME!
Been dealing with depression since I was 14yo. I’m now 49. So over life. Why won’t God take me in the place of someone else- someone who wants to live? Being sad & lonely all the time is no way to live.