so unfortunately there was a mix up and lost my health insurance , at first i had opted out because i thought i wouldn't use it till next year but then the health deductible showed in my check and was like meh i'll keep it. since my bro and i work at the same place he opted to take the insurance but then it was never applied to him and that's how i lost it . so anyways , i thought i wasn't going to need it but looks like i do because i am getting worse , i wish i had kept my thing. for those of you that are taking medication for depression . i wanted to know , how much does it help ? me because of my depression i am extremely unmotivated , i just emotion less . and always blue along with other crap. so hopefully next year when i get insurance i'll finally go to a doctor and maybe they can help me , but when i start the meds will i somewhat be normal? will my motivation come back , fatigue go away ? i've heard and read i'll probably become an emotionless zombie does that always happen ... common effect of medication?