I am not religious whatsoever but I do have a connection to something that is more than me, that some refer to as God. It's not outside or up there giving to some and not to others but within all equally. I lost my faith over 40 years ago and it was the best thing that ever happened to me, but it took me 20 years to reilise this!, be gentle on yourself, give up on god by all means but don't give up on yourself, you are worth living for, no one can change the last 8 years for you or the last 8 seconds, the past is the past, we learn and grow in time, learn about ourselves and grow our feelings. Love and Light
God is a feeling - a feeling of love, peace and joy
Feelings and neither male nor female
God is not he or she
Feelings are experienced within you, by you
Feelings are created within you, by you
When you experience love, peace and joy you are at one with God, joined in creation
When you experience sadness, anger or hate you remove yourself from feeling God's presence
You create your own feelings instead of and in place of love
What do you deem more important than the love of god
Where is this getting you?
You won't meet god up in heaven when you die
You meet god within you, now, while you live
I am the light
I am the life
I am the way
I am IS you