Could I have had a stroke and not know it? Or another illness I know little about? I've noticed a slight droopiness of the left side of my face. It could be my imagination. Doctors have been checking this stuff because of my recent illness and hospitalization. Im on this stupid mental med trintellix and my psychiatrist laughs and say it has no side effects. But also in the past week in spite of Feeling a bit happier than usual, my sleep is much worse like I can't wake up and am flooded with unstoppable dreams. And can't stay awake at work. In response to one of my BPDish emails about this, my therapist said don't quit meds and use my wise mind. Im using my wise mind now. I've had ongoing sleep/wake issues that are worsening. I have been unable to think enough to respond to the past several days of Jim's cafe. And this droopiness I see on my face - left side. I'd hate to have gone this far of the journey and it turns out to have been for nothing.