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[nolongerhuman]

it feels so bad. i made several bad gestures lately but only spent a day in the loony bin. im really adept at talking my way out of things. now i stopped my meds cuz i dont want them anymore. i just feel so sad though. i shouldnt die because i have a family that loves me but it's been real hard lately

 

[Windhover]

you're right staying alive is the right path.

So, what did you talk yourself out of? Both the bin and meds?

Please be safe.

 

[nolongerhuman]

you're right staying alive is the right path.

So, what did you talk yourself out of? Both the bin and meds?

Please be safe.

those and dying

 

[Windhover]

what dialogue did you have for stopping the meds? If you don't mind saying.

 

[nolongerhuman]

what dialogue did you have for stopping the meds? If you don't mind saying.

i just dont wanna rely on a drug to feel any semblance of happiness. i came out to my family recently and they were loving and supportive somehow so i have a real source of happiness i just need to get past this and i'll be free

 

[Windhover]

Congrats on coming out and hugs.

You have great people in your family. I believe love and some support is the best.

 

[nolongerhuman]

Congrats on coming out and hugs.

You have great people in your family. I believe love and some support is the best.

thank you. i still feel awful and feeling that way makes me feel even more awful, if you know what i mean. i just hope this means things will finally change. my family was never the best so i wasnt expecting anything but this might be the turning point. it has to be because idk what i'll do if it isnt

 

[Windhover]

Yeah I know what you mean, but catch yourself if you can before you get too mich self recrimination. I mean because it's those old voices: which don't help.