here again

[MoAnamCara]

just lost.

 

[johnDoen]

just lost.

Me, too.

 

[may71]

Hugs @MoAnamCara and @johnDoen

You're welcome to say more about how you're feeling and what's going on if you'd like

 

[johnDoen]

Hugs @MoAnamCara and @johnDoen

You're welcome to say more about how you're feeling and what's going on if you'd like

It's repetitive to keep posting threads with similar contents, like daily suicidal thoughts. For now, I enjoy replying like this.

 

[may71]

It's repetitive to keep posting threads with similar contents, like daily suicidal thoughts

If posting helps, it's ok to keep repeating yourself. Posts don't have to be new or original.

For now, I enjoy replying like this

It's ok to reply too, I'm glad you enjoy it.

 

[MoAnamCara]

Me, too.

I'm sorry, it sucks.

 

[MoAnamCara]

thanks May72. just seems like everyone and everything I do is messed up atm. a couple of support structures in place are changing. I've been in a very bad place for a couple of weeks. feels like others re giving up on me, so why shouldn't I?

 

[johnDoen]

I'm sorry, it sucks.

I wish I could say "I'm used to it".
Perhaps, there can be something good from this lost. I'd want a vacation for myself, a day or more to do the stuff I enjoy.
The recent Disney movie seems interesting.

 

[MisterBGone]

thanks May72. just seems like everyone and everything I do is messed up atm. a couple of support structures in place are changing. I've been in a very bad place for a couple of weeks. feels like others re giving up on me, so why shouldn't I?

Because you are valuable, and worth the trouble... It doesn't matter what others, say, do, think, feel -- or how they may act or (even) behave! You matter most, especially in a time of such sensitive & delicate need as now. Don't let the mindset of others influence your own self-worth. The truth is, they are not worth it - to You! Now, do you feel capable of handling these adapting scenarios in regards, or relation to your support systems that you had grown rather accustomed to, and therefore, then - I suppose. . . rather, 'fond of?' Change is never easy. In particular, when we are feeling as you have been for the past number of days and weeks. So, just keep in mind (that it may, in fact, actually get "easier," once all is said and done!). . . Good Luck, You can do it-- & Forget: those who say you can't, or won't. . .

 

[may71]

a couple of support structures in place are changing

You're welcome to say more about what's changing, but it's also ok not to. Is there any chance that the changes might be good in the long run?

feels like others re giving up on me, so why shouldn't I?

Are you sure that they're giving up though?
You've also still got us