Hi everybody, I guess I'll introduce myself. I'm a 22 year old Canadian woman and have Anxiety and Panic Disorder as well as Depression. I've been suffering form these illnesses ever since I could remember. I live in an abusive home which perpetuates my disabilities with very religious parents. They don't allow me to do anything and are a constant source of pain in my life.
I lead a double life behind their back which is very very stressful and it's very hard to cope. I'm planning on trying to move out soon but I don't know how successful I will be. I've been feeling incredibly depressed and suicidal lately and nothing has been of much help.
I've been on over 10 types of anti-depressant and other types of mood altering medications, none of which have worked. I always experience the side effects very intensely so I just get sick because of them.
I'm almost near graduation from university but I've fallen very behind in my studies because of my suicidal thoughts, depression and anxiety. I've decided to join this community to maybe get some support from people who understand what it's like to be suicidal rather than a doctor or helpline operator.
I'm willing to share my experiences with you all because I've always wondered if there was someone out there with a similar situation as me. So far, I'm the only person I know who is in this type of mess so it's hard to get support.
Thanks for reading
I lead a double life behind their back which is very very stressful and it's very hard to cope. I'm planning on trying to move out soon but I don't know how successful I will be. I've been feeling incredibly depressed and suicidal lately and nothing has been of much help.
I've been on over 10 types of anti-depressant and other types of mood altering medications, none of which have worked. I always experience the side effects very intensely so I just get sick because of them.
I'm almost near graduation from university but I've fallen very behind in my studies because of my suicidal thoughts, depression and anxiety. I've decided to join this community to maybe get some support from people who understand what it's like to be suicidal rather than a doctor or helpline operator.
I'm willing to share my experiences with you all because I've always wondered if there was someone out there with a similar situation as me. So far, I'm the only person I know who is in this type of mess so it's hard to get support.
Thanks for reading