Just joined and thought I'd make a quick intro post. Need to discuss my situation with members but I'll post when I have the energy to do so. In short - I'm middle aged, live as an expat in South East Asia. My problems are financial/logistical rather than mental. I do understand the depression/mental side of being suicidal as I went through that some 15 to 20 years ago and ended up sitting in my car with a <Mod Edit: Methods> I can still recall the smell of death that seemed to sit on my shoulder during that time... Human psychology has been my main interest since I was 7, so I do have an in-depth understanding of it. Hope that we can have a useful exchange of ideas and insights. My time seems to be limited.