I was looking for an introduce yourself thread, but couldn't find one so I'm making this. I'm a 34 year old black male, who lives with his parents, obese, a virgin, unemployed, unemployable, lonely and depressed. I joined here in hopes of meeting some nice people who won't act harshly towards me for not being happy and outgoing. Truth be told I don't want to die, nor do I have depression. If I could get my life together then I'd be alot happier, but alas, I just can't, finding work is a nightmare, all of my friends don't speak to me anymore, I never had a girlfriend, I was fired from my last job 6 years ago, I have two horrible older brothers that make my life a living hell, one is in prison, although I worry he'll be released one day and my other horrible brother comes to visit once or twice a year to stay for a week or two and puts GREAT pressure onto me to do better, and to make things bad, once my parents die, I'm out on the streets and lastly my younger sister died in a car accident 8 years ago and I've been very lonely without her and having to deal with all of these problems alone. So I honestly don't know what to do to be honest. Sigh thanks to everyone reading this, I just needed to vent a little bit. Truth be told, If I didn't have to work, lost weight, don't have to deal with my brothers again, can do youtube and move out of Florida to somewhere else, then I'd be happy, but sigh that's all way out of my reach, and what's worse is I'm too scared to kill myself too which makes things that much worse. So I honestly don't know what to do. Sigh. Again thanks for reading and sorry for rambling on.