Hey people, I'm new around here, and well, yes, many, many times I feel like I want to die very badly. Most of the time everything seems so horrible, hopeless to me I just want to die. I'm all alone. No one gives a shit about me, let alone love me. There are many times (a few hours ago, for example) when I feel so very extremely sad for no particular reason I can't even think and almost can't speak. I hate myself very much, I'm extremely stupid and nothing but a failure and a waste of space and oxygen, and if I died, everything and everyone would be much better off. I'm a cutter and right now I want to cut, but, most of the time, I don't even have the energy to do that. I also have bipolar and OCD. I'm such a fucking mess. Sorry for the stupid rant, but, I have no one to talk to.