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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Lavos, Mar 9, 2010.

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  1. Lavos

    Lavos Member

    Hi there, I'm new. I've lurked here for the past couple of days and finally decided to make an introduction topic.

    I'm 19 and I have had depression for a pretty long time. I used to suffer from OCD pretty badly and I still do in a way. I also have social anxiety. Those two things mixed with a number of other stuff is what led me to my depression. Anyways, I attempted suicide about a year ago and still have thoughts on doing it again. This is why I am here.

    Some of my interests include anime, manga, videogames, books, music, etc. I am also really into videogame development and indie videogames. I'm currently trying to learn how to make music for my games(and for fun), so I've been reading up on music theory and reading tutorials on FL Studio. I'm also practicing pixel art.

    Anyways, I hope I'll find some comfort here and have some good discussions. I guess I'll see you all around.
  2. Young suicider

    Young suicider Well-Known Member

    you'll definatly find a whole lot of comfort here and disscusions on all kinds of things.Soinds to me you like to screw around on computers and make stuff on them

  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    hey welcome to SF
  4. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    :welcome: to sf
  5. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    Welcome to sf. I hope that we can help to support you.
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums!!
  7. weevil

    weevil Well-Known Member

    Hi, I also made an intro last night after first joining and lurking a bit a year ago. I have OCD as well that comes into play during more stressful situations but it's very manageable so I rarely ever even mention it as it doesn't cause me a problem.

    We have similar interests, I would love to make a game for the xbox 306's indie games section but I can't imagine when that's likely to happen, heh.
  8. peacegirl

    peacegirl Well-Known Member

    Wow Lavos, you have so many interests. I am actually amazed that you have an understanding of how video games work because I, as well as others I believe, know nothing about this, nor could we ever understand the set up that goes behind the scenes. This is very specialized, and you are someone who can understand the physics of it all. I often feel inferior to people who know more than me in specific areas because I have no idea what they are talking about. Maybe you can help to explain how these videogames work. I have no clue, BUT YOU DO! You have a talent that many people don't have. I hope you build on what you know in your heart is your calling. You have a huge head start that so many people don't have. Go for it, if that is what you want to do!!! If that's not your calling, then something else is. It is up to you to decide because no one is as unique as you are, therefore no one can know completely what you feel in your heart.
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  9. Little_me

    Little_me Well-Known Member

    Hi there!
  10. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum. I am glad to meet you. :shake:
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