Been out of hospital for roughly 2 weeks and been living at a flyby motel. I no longer have a home (evicted only enough time to pack a couple bags) left everything else behind. Been trying to get the gov resources as Unemployment Housimg assistance food stamps but it feels jumping thru a series of hoops that are increasing getting smaller and further apart. I ask our Heavenly Father to release me from my burden every night. I wish I was successful in my attempt. Funny my family did find me in the fishbowl but they have returned to pre attempt levels of concern. My meds are keeping me stable and not manic which led me up to attempting. Why couldnt I have died...
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I hope you can find some help
My situation is putting me into a condjtion that I wonder why I survived. I always feel its 1 step forward (getting out of the hospital taking my meds) and 100 steps back (eviction,losing nearly everything). I dont have much to go on except the expectations of my support system. It really sucks.I didnt plan on living beyond my attempt.
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