sad. i miss my friend who moved to Colorado. I was reading over a previous conversation with him from Facebook and just started crying. We still talk a little, but it's less and not as much as I'd prefer... he was somehow like a favorite person of mine, and I was kind of emotionally dependent on him in a way until he left. I moved on to another person, but that guy minded more than the first one did. So i'm just trying to stay afloat with not getting the attention I feel like I need to survive. Because I feel like when someone is worried about me that is how to know they care. IDK what I am.