Mixed emotions. Sad, very sad. Confused. Like I'm being petty. Hurt. Worried.
Not good. Not good at all
Hello Kira, I'm Mox. Ima returning member, so if you never heard of me before that's why.
If I may offer some suggestions
* I have found when I am confused, maybe write a letter to someone explaining the situation to them. That may help you see things differently and thin more logically.
*) feeling petty, listen to your emotions. If you feel a certain way there is a reason for it. Our feelings exist to keep us safe.
*) Worried, please share your worries with us, god knows I share mine here aplenty.
*) what has hurt you? I would really like to hear what a going on. I promise I will never judge you. Here you are safe.
Your worried, is it something you can actually control or is it something you can't control?
Be kind to yourself, your with friends.