Bad. Really bad. Hopeless. My last strings are broken now.
I just want to leave it all.
I didn't even want to have my morning coffee. I have tons to do, at home and outside, and I just want to finish the online classes and back to bed. I don't care, what if I don't meet the projects deadlines, what if I don't go to the post office, what if I don'tget my painkillers, what if...? I don't care, no matter what I do, everything ends getting bad for me.
If I had an small string of hope, something that, eventually, could help to change the things, I just learnt that it doesn't exist, no reason to have any hope to get anything.
And more bad stuff coming, these week I'm gonna get another job rejection, in one which I fitted perfectly, but they will reject me because obviously. How would I get anything good?