thanks, so do I, we're both long overdue.
I've had one of those days where the pain of reality has hit me in one go all over again and I feel so upset and hopeless and awful. I still feel hurt about stuff someone said 8 months ago, and I'd kinda forgotten the pain a bit then today the words popped into my head and I feel awful again, nothing's made up for that yet. Still playing the waiting game wondering when they'll start behaving normally again and make it up to me
I'm glad we understand each other so well, that's some reassurance for me. I feel worse if nobody understands.